When there is a permanent fear of loss

The fear of loosing income is so much that I have taken up a very less paying job that I dislike but still do it out of fear of loosing whatever little I have. There is a permanent fear of loss and I am unsure if I could ever get over it. I used to work for a big newswire named Reuters and the bosses back then created a atmosphere that forced me to go independent and now when I see things have changed quite a lot and I regret the treatment that company did with me. Many friends who had press credentials made fun and I have come to realize I have very few on whom I can count on. Read more